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Daddy! Levi X Teen! Reader: What I'm fighting for

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“_______!!!!! titan three o’ clock!!!” said one of your teammates. You spotted it raising your blade and spin hitting nabe of the neck. you cut it through. it wasn’t a real titan. it was a pratice for you and other trainee to get ready for the real titans. the training was over. you dash to land on the ground. you look at your uniform.
“it’s...filthy...” you muttered looking at yourself covered in dirt.
“______!!!!” you look seeing who it was. it was your teammate. he remind you of Connie.
you waved a bit.
“dude! you rock!” he said to you. you slightly blushed and smiled “th-thank you.”
you look at the guy who looks like Connie.
“you all dirty,” you said.
he look at himself, “yeah so?”
you began brushed off the dirt off of him.
“h-hey,” he said.
it was habit of yours. you didn’t realize.
“that’s _____ for you. she always does this,” said a women who reminds you of Ymir except she had long hair and seems to wear alot of make-up.
another girl who was with her remind you of Christa. between you and her were like cuties in the squad.
“_____, it’s time for lunch,” she said. You look at the girls. they look clean but you can tell they were a bit dirty on their hair must be hiding from the trees waiting for the moment for them. the girl who looks like Ymir put her arms around my neck, “you look so cute looking at me checking if I have dirt on me.” she snuggle at your cheeks. you even put her other arm around look alike Christa and snuggle at her. “I got two best cuties,” she told us. you giggled so as your other friend.

you sit down on the table. you count in your. 3
3......
there was footsteps scrambled
2.......
it sounded like stampede.
1......
“______!!!!!!!!!!!”  your classmate who remind you of Sasha except he’s a guy. he slammed on the table in front of you looking with googling eyes at you. he remind you so much of Sasha . you couldn’t help but smile.
you gave him a bread that you got extra.
“Thank you!!! Thank you!!!!” he said hugging the bread. he gave me a ruffled on my hair. he took a bite and run over to look alike Connie.
“jeez.....messing with my _______,” said look alike Ymir. She began to help you fix your hair. the look alike Christa sit next to Ymir. I begin to munch on my food not saying word. I heard a boy says, “I’m going to kill all titans!!!”
your eyes widened. you look who said that. you saw a boy almost like Eren. Actually, exactly like Eren. Eren was older now. I saw two other people with him. they were like Mikasa and Armin. this Mikasa had pony tail. She had a bow with the pony tail. The look alike Armin had longer hair. he had glasses. now we need a -
“looks who’s talking,” said a boy snickering at the look alike Eren.
you smiled. There is Jean. This Jean had one pierced earring.
you look at each person in the room who remind of the good old days from when you were young at the survey corps. The fight begin to unfold between look alike Eren and Jean.
“jeez...couple holigans,” said the look alike Ymir.
you couldn't help but smile. it almost felt like home.

you tap your pencil waiting for the girls to get into bed. it was making a mess. you were having urge to clean this room. The look alike Ymir just laugh, “what happened sweetie, you want to clean?” you look at her, your face look troubled.
“jeez, cutiepie just clean. okay girl! everyone on top of your beds now. our cutie is cleaning,” said look alike Ymir going to her bed. you sprang into action putting a cloth around your head and and around your mouth. you started to clean in your mind, you just thought of fifth. it irritated you.
“does she always do this?” said look alike Mikasa murmured to look alike Ymir.
“all the time. don’t worry, it’s much fun to watch, it’s cute fit for her and also....” she whispered to look alike Mikasa. you assume what she said. they don’t have to go clean up their room. you didn’t mind at all.
“done!” you said taking out the cloth. you smiled feeling success cleaning. few girls got off to do what they got to do.
“Thanks ______,”  said look alike Christa smiled at me. I hugged her giving her snuggle. I went back to writing my letter. I look what I have. I feel embarrassed just reading this.
Dear Hanji,
How’s Captain? how’s everyone else? I missed you guys. I met some people who remind me of you guys especially when you guys were cadets.I really miss home. it almost time till we graduated to pick our teams and ranks we are in. hopefully, I’m at least good ranking. everyone here is nice. I don’t know how long I have  see you guys. I hope you all well. I haven’t heard from you guys. so I hope you guys received this letter or at read this. bye

From,
__________

you stroke your bangs back. you look at the girls already asleep. tears fall upon your cheeks. you always write the letter to them. they use to send back leets to see how they doing but they stopped. it’s been a year. even though I should stopped I still write to them maybe they are reading it just too busy to send it. tears fall upon your cheeks. you just pray they are still alive when you graduate.

“Shortie!!!!!!” said Hanji barged in the door. “hey....______ wrote another letter.” Hanji eyes grew sadden. “jeez, the girl is going to worried even you don’t send her a letter back.” Hanji sighs. She rest your letter on top of the table where all the letters from you were pile up. “at least read it........a daughter surely wants a father to read her letters. also, I read it and she’s graduating.” Hanji closed the door from his office. Hanji took her glasses off. “if _____ saw you like this.....what would  would you do?”  

“Thomas! Rank 10!” said the Commander. Thomas took one step in. it was graduation day. We found out who were top ranking. we were all line with our salute.
“hey,” said look alike Christa. I glance at her.
“I hope you’re rank 1,” she told me.
I smiled at her. I wanted to hug her.
“Stan! Rank 7!” said the Commander. I look at him who look like Sasha as a guy. the look on his face was funny as he took one step in. I could feel so much suspense of the squads. I was so out of space until I heard my name,
“______!!!!” I jump alittle. I took step in.
“Rank 2”
My eyes widened.
“Congratulations,” said The commander whispered to me. I salute once again. he moved on to the next.I wanted to cry. I made it. even though, I’m not Rank one. I’m happy to be in one of the highest. I look at Stan look alike Sasha and look alike Ymir look at me with a smile. We made it to the ranks. I even saw the look alike Eren and Mikasa made it too. we never spoke to each other. We made it. We all made it through this difficult training for four years.

Look alike Christa and Ymir hugged me. “We made it!!!!” we squeal. I had tears pouring.
“you crying now?” said look alike Ymir.
“yeah,” you smiled. look alike Ymir wipe tears and gave me pinch on the cheeks.
“hey,” said look alike Eren walk over to me. I was shocked he talk to me.
“uh, yes,” I said.
“Congrats,” he told me.
“you too,” I said. He walked away. my friend look alit Ymir elbowed me and said, “oh?”
I blushed, “what?”
“he likes you?” she said.
your face turn red. “n-no, that c-can’t b-be.”
she laugh so did look alike Christa.  
“hey!!!! _______!!!!!” said Stand running over to us and gave me a big hug.
“woah! “ it surprised me.
“hey, hey off my merchandise fella,” said look alike Ymir.
“sorry, sorry so what group are you going to be in?” said Stand. you always avoiding that questions.
“I’m curious too,” said look alike Reiner. there was look alike Bertholdt.
there were some people glances at us want to know my answer.
I gulped and said with a stuttered, “S-S-S-Survey Corps...”
everyone was silent. no not just my group everyone in the room. I was embarrassed.
“What!?!? are you crazy!?!?!” said Stan.
I shake my head, “No....I want to help that group.”besides, my family were there.
“something I agreed this guy. _____, you can’t go to that. you know how lives were taking gong outside the walls,” said look alike Ymir grip on my shoulder.
“yeah.....I know....but I want to save those lives outside and inside the walls,” I said. there was silence. there were glances and certain murmured. I was even more embarrassed. I never like the attention.
“I agreed with you.” I look who said it. it was look alike Eren.
“I want to be in the Survey Corps. I want to get rid of all Titans,” he said. one of his friends didn’t look pleased with his decisions. the bell ring. I felt pushed.
“you going to regret it...” someone said who passed me. I didn’t know who said that. I already know what I’m going for.

I was a kid. an naive kid. I often cried. I never knew about Titans. I never question the training that the Cadets were doing. I never question where they were going. To everyone, They saw me as the future. the innocent little girl I should be not knowing about outside the walls. I was just a kid. Levi always look after me no matter what I do.  
“What’s wrong?” said Levi look down at me with sigh. I flinched. I look at him in a verge of tears. I often did clumsy things. I was about six.
“I’m....sorry,” I said. Levi sighs and pick me up until I stopped crying. Levi may be cold and sometimes heartless. he cares. he doesn’t show it. he does. he does it in his own way.
“stop crying......this isn’t worse,” he said to me as I cried.
“I’m sorry!!!” I wailed.
The Cadets were fun. They were like older siblings to me.
“hey, ______,” said Eren whispered to me. “Have you ever see Corporal smile?”
I blink and cocked to the side, “smile?”
“ha! told ya,” said Jean extend out his hand. “pay up.”
Eren grumbled and gave him money.
“you guys going to get in trouble if you don’t do work,” said Armin feeding the horses.
“whatever,” said Jean.
“but.....Da- I mean Captain does snores,”” you said.
“snore?” everyone said going up to you.
“how loud?” said Ymir.
“hmmm....loud enough for an earthquake,” you said.
some giggled for your cuteness.
“anything else?” said Mikasa snickered out of evilness.
“hmmm...” you thought.
Everyone were just waiting.
“oh....Captain wear thi-” something covered your mouth. The cadets shivered. Something overshadow you with dark and evil aura. Levi covered your ears as he screamed. you were confused what’s going but by the Cadets terror. you smiled. I never thought it will end. As I grew up, many things changed. I was eight or nine. Levi squad were gone. it was only Levi standing. I was cry because They were like family to me. Petra took care of me as if I was her little sister. I wasn’t myself these days they were gone. I didn’t cry in front of Levi. He was close to them the most. Another thing came around, Erwin was banned from Survey Corps. he even lost his arm. I didn’t expect another turn. I begin to question what was the Survey Corps do. Each soilder who came in and somehow gone the next. I went to library. I found a book that was out of ordinary. I scan through. I was surprised what I read. I read more.  
“_______?” I got spooked and closed the book.
“yes,” I look at Levi.
He look at me and the book.
“what you reading?”
“just....weird romance book,” I nervously giggling.
He didn’t want to go any further.
“okay, you going to help scrub the kitchen with the Cadets,” he said. I nodded as I leave the book where it was. you didn’t notice. Levi glance at the book what you were reading. his eyes widened and look back the door you left. he walks away.
I begin to look through the training, titans and survey corps. Each book I pick up I wanted to find more about the titans and Survey Corps. I realized what they did.. I was shocked what they have to go through. I didn’t realize it. I cry alittle. I always find the training so cool as a kids but I didn't realize this what they have done. I begin t research more and more that I spent less time with the Cadets. Levi even question me where I go most of the time.  I felt like this should be secret from him. I feel like he suspect what I was doing. things come to worse for the Survey Corp. I wanted become one. I wanted to help my father Levi. I went to the person I could talk to.
I knock on the door.
“state your name and business.”
“This is ______ and came for a visit.”
“come in.” I opened the door and saw Erwin taking sip of his coffee. he smiled at me.
“______, it’s been long. you grow up,” he told me.
“Hi...sir...” I said. it felt weird talking to him. Levi told me not to go see him. LEvi and Hanji are the only ones could.
“call me Erwinnie like you always do,” said Erwin giving me smile.
I look at him and fiddle my thumbs.
“Erwinnie....” I stated.
“yes,” he said.
“I want to be in the Survey Corps,” I said giving him the salute. his eyes widened.
“wait...so..you..”
“no one told me,” I answered for him.
Erwin sighs and said, “you shouldn’t,”
“I want to,” I said.
“What about-”
“Levi, he doesn’t know,” I told him.
“______, Titans are dangerous. people risk their lives. you want to be Survey Corps,” he said.
“I want to protect everyone. I can’t believe. everyone who fighted wanted to protect the people inside the walls. you guys hid from me so I could stay innocent not knowing what was outside. now, I want to fight with you guys,” I said. Erwin just look at me lost his words. he smiled. he patted my head.
“I wanted you to be good girl forever. it seems I was wrong. you growing up. now you’re becoming little soldier. well...Levi’s little soldier.” I hugged Erwin.
“Thank you Erwinnie.”  he hugged me back.

I’m happy I talk to Erwin now.....my father. I knocked on his office door.
“ you can come in ____,” said Levi. I opened the door seeing him folding hands near his mouth staring at his cold pierce eyes. I gulped.
“hurry up, I have alot of work to do,” said Levi.
I nodded and exhale. “um...d-dad..” I said He look at you.
You bowed your head, “I want to be in the Survey Corps.” you closed your eyes not wanting to lift your head. I peek and saw Levi the same face.
“stand,” he said. I stood.
“state your reason,” he said.
“because...I want to protect everyone within and outside of the walls.I want to be with everyone.”
I saw stressed in his temple.
“that’s your reason,” he said harshly. to him it sound sappy. to you, it wasn’t just that. you also wanted to protect your father Levi. he was important. you want to stay by his side like he stood with you.
“I should have take that book away from you,” he said. my eyes widened.
“you knew...” I said.
“I wanted to let you learn about us and outside the walls but on your own. you don’t know what titans look like do you?” he said to me.
I shake my head.
“they are dangerous once you lock eyes with them. you must act fast. no fear, no emotion. comrades will fall before your eyes. you must be ready.”
I look at him, “wait...are...”
“you have to go training first. it will be four years long. you better start packing,” he said. just like that he told me. I was twelve at that time forgot to mention that. I said goodbye to everyone. Levi, he didn’t. that was the last time I talk to him. it hurted me. When I arrived to the training. I found something in my bag. it was a pendent. I look inside. it was me and Levi. Levi was angry at that time when Hanji took the picture. I just laugh. I cried because this is the first being away from them.

I wanted to go back home after this graduation ceremony. We graduate trainee had to help fix the military police with the cannons and other weapons.
“I’m so going to the military police,” said the members. I carried the supplies. We were on top of the wall. you could see the outside. I didn’t want to look.
“Hey! ______,” I turn around seeing Stan running over to me.
“hey,” I said.
“guess what,” he said put his hand inside his jacket.
he showed me meat.
“what!?” I said.
“stan!!!” said look alike Connie came walking with look alike Ymir and Christa behind him.
“of course he would,” said look alike Ymir.
“what......it look delicious...” he said drooling.
I giggled.
“what a pain,” said look alike Ymir.
“whatever, pass me the meat dude,” said look alike Connie.
“what?” said look alike Christa.
“passed the meat,” said another member.
“might as well celebrate,” said look alike Ymir.
When we were about to celebrate, a huge titan appeared. we all froze looking at this titan. no one spoke. no one moved. we just stare. it even stare at us. I thought his eyes were looking at me. no, he was looking at all of us. how tall was this titan? the wall were high enough that titans were go through. He made a gas pressure making us fall off the wall. I didn’t know I was falling until someone call my name. I opened my eyes and brings out my primewire. The wire struck it to the brick wall.
Someone called out saying, “________!!!! Thomas!!!” I look left seeing member falling. I quickly try to capture him. someone beat me to it.
“I got him!” said the member. I nodded. I quickly head up. I wasn’t the only one. As we all got to the top, the Titan was gone. Someone yelled, “Titan are inside!!!!” We all look at eachother in horrified. They were in.

We were taken orders. everyone was freaking out. I just stood there just thinking about that titan. What did I just saw? What we have been teaching. I did heard this was a
“Titan shifter.”
I look and saw a look alike Eren.
“yeah...” I said.
“you saw it didn’t you?” he said. I nodded.
“hey.” I look at him.
“we into battle. you shouldn’t show fear.” I just thought of my father words what he told me. I realize I was showing fear and I shouldn’t. I nodded.
“thanks,” I said. he walked away. I went to walked to the person to tell where to go. I was in the front. I was to take care of the Titan coming in. I was ready. Stan and look alike Connie were on my team.
“ready to get dirty!!!” said look alike Connie jumping like a monkey.
“that’s filthy,” I said.
“just a speech,” he said.
“I want to eat..” Stan whined.
“pay attention!!” said the leader in our group who as the same age as us. he was afraid too.
We begin to dash off. We spotted Titan we sprang into action. no one took the action. I was surprised myself. I saw the titan. it stare at my friend. it reach out it’s hand at my comrades. I raise my blade and spin hitting the nabe. I twirl to look an saw it came down.
“nice shot!” said Stan. I was surprised. this was me. I did it.  it felt weird. I had to keep going. We each separate taking Titan down. I took two down. I stopped as I landed on a roof. I look around seeing soldier taking down titans. tears fall upon me. I shouldn’t be crying. We in battle. I don’t know why I’m like this. am I scared? am I sad? what is this? just who am I? I smack myself.
“Wake up!” I said. I need to focus. Titan are free. I started to patrol for Titans.

“Corporal Hanji!!!” Hanji was talking to other head Corpora Eren and Mikasal about the expedition. They were outside of the wall how to capture the titans.
“What is it, Armin?” said Hanji.
“the...Wall....Maria...has fallen,” he panted. Hanji eyes widened.
“What!?” said Eren.
“We need to head back,” said Mikasa.
Hanji nodded.
“Armin, round up the troops. expedition cancel. we need to head back now!” said Hanji.
“it’s like deja vu all over again,” said Eren stroke his hair back.
They were all silent,
“We need....Levi,” said Hanji slammed the table.

I feel like I dazed out. I don’t feel like I’m here. My body moving on it’s own killing titan by titan that I see. I just thought of everyone from the Survey Corps. this is how they feel fighting these.
“filthy...” I muttered seeing the blade have blood.
“______,” said Stan call me out dashing towards me.
I look at him.
“man, you killin it,” he said. I just nodded looking at the blade seeing myself from the blood.
“hey, you alright?” he said.
“I’m fine, just this blade is disgusting,” I said. Stan laugh, “you such clean freak. clean it later.”
where did I hear that from?
We dash through. the look alike Connie join us soon after.
We didn’t expect what was coming.
“abnormal!!!” it came so. I blink and just saw Titan coming straight at us. I don't think I moved in time but Stan and look alike Connie did. I was saved. I was pushed aside. I rolled down on the roof. I got up and saw look alike Ymir.
she came down with me.
“are you idiot? don’t ever do that!” she told me.
“s-sorry,” I said.
“thank god...I was here what were you thinking,” she said to me.
“nothing.....” I said.
She sighs, “okay....______ we at war right. please don’t die on me. I’m taking care of Christina. take care.” she left. I recollect myself. Stan and look alike Connie came to me.
“dude, seriously are you okay?” said look alike Connie.
“never better, that was wake up call,” I said.
“it better be. we have to keep going,” said Stan. I nodded. I should have moved in time. why couldn’t I?

Hanji crew hurry to get inside the wall. She was worried about you. You were Cadets. she knew how it goes. Eren and the other cadets had done it before. now it was you. Hanji promise Levi if something ever happened, it was her she will protect you.
“I’m sorry.....Levi...I hope I make it,” said Hanji muttered.
We met up with the  crew. I saw Christina look alike Christa and look alike Ymir together coming over to me and hugging me. We overheard this member yelling, “the supplies they ran out!!! where are the supply people? anybody!!!”
“ran...out..” I look at the girls.
“yeah.....” said look alike Ymir.
“are we going to die?” said Stan
“shut up,” said look alike Connie hit him.
I look at some people faces distraught and feel out of place. I look at the tower to supplies. there were roaming with alot titans.
I look at my blade showing my reflection.
“hey!” I yelled top my lungs. I wasn’t much to speak. this what I only I can do.
“are you guys bunch of idiots!?” you realize. You almost sound like your father yelling at the cadets.
you shake your head try not to apologize and just keep going.
“We not giving up! we’re soldiers. braves one at that. show no fear. people counting on us.don’t you want to protect the people you love? then fight until you die. I will not lose. this is for humanity. so stand tall and show no mercy!” I raise my blade up high until sunlight hits. “now, move it magets!”now you were really acting like your father. you didn’t like it but it help people move swiftly. You were all dashing to the tower. you were ahead making clear for everyone to pass. I saw Titans. I took it. I slash each of them. I was dirty but it was for them. humanity will win. I was feeling myself faster as I use the gas. no one was dying or hurt. What I want to protect was people. I don’t want to see them die in my eyes. I didn’t feel gas on me.
“huh?” The prime wire didn’t come out. I was falling. someone call my name. I covered myself as I was ready for impact. I hit a wall. I fall down from my back. I hit something then I was on the ground.
“dang...it....” I said. I stood. I was out. I had no gas. I look at my blade. I was still good.I had no advantage. I felt the ground shaking. it was steps. titan steps. I ran in the shadows. it was no use. he spotted me as it turn staring at me. I hold my blade. I look at it. I was ready as I step in the light. this is my last chance. I was never going back. this is what I’m fighting for. protect the people. everyone. my family. my father Levi. I’m.....sorry...but I don’t I would make it back....tears fall. I put the blade in front of me.
“I’m not falling!!! so is humanity!!!” I yelled at the titan. the titan reach it’s hand at me to grabbed me. tears fall upon me. I must steady myself. my heart was racing. I could feel it. I was in fear but I won’t let it. not now! not ever!! as it hands came closer, a miracle happened.  
“don’t touch my daughter!!!!!!” the titan was cut in the nabe. I quickly  moved back as the Titan fall. I look who killed it. My eyes widened. I saw cloak of the Survey corps. the wings of freedom. the person didn’t show his face.
“_______!!!!!” I look who called my name.
“Hanji!!!!!” Hanji landed where I was and hug me.
“Thank goodness...” she told me.
I look at the person who saved me. Hanji look at him.
her eyes widened.
“what!? you can’t be!” she said.
“what?” I told her.
she didn’t look at me.
“four eyes! protect her while I’ll take care the other idiots. understand!” he said.
“wa-wha!” Hanji grabbed me.
Hanji fly away as I looked at the hero.
“wait! that was dad!” I said.
Hanji was quiet.
I look at him again. he disappeared.

Hanji took me all the way to the tower. we were the first ones. we break in the glass window.
A Captain came to us and said, “what the heck you think you’re here?” I look at the members they were the suppliers.
“What you doing here?” I said.
“I asked you question,” said the Captain.
“she’s ran out of gas,” said Hanji.
“so, you suppose to be fighting until your last breathe,” said the Captain.
“what,” said Hanji.
“we need these supplies,” I said.
“no, these supplies belong to us. you guys go back out there,” he said.
I look everyone. it seemed there was a fight because one of the member had blood corner of his lip.
“what are you doing with the supplies?” I said.
“cadet, know your place,” said the captain.
it tick me off. I gave him the glare. Hanji was surprised as she looks at you.
“people are dying. we need those supplies,” I said walking over to him. he began to stutter.
“C-C-Cadet, I order to go and fight!” he raised his voice at me.  
My eyes got colder. Hanji was amazed reminding her of Levi.
My blade was close to his neck. The Captain look scared as he gulped.
“people risking their lives saving your butt. this what we get. by the behalf of the soldiers, I will cut you. do it” I said. The Captain was scared between his legs.
“men, give out supplies now,” he commanded. everyone was pleased. you went to Hanji.
“woah, Le-” she stopped herself.
tears were coming out. your cheeks had heated. you never done this before. Hanji smiled and sigh.
“jeez....you act like your father.”
“no, I don’t,” you told her. Hanji patted your head.
“was that father?” you said to Hanji about the guy who saved you eariler. Hanji was quiet.
you look at her, “what is it?”
she look at you. “listen.....I’m not even sure who was that myself.” you look at her with concern.
“yeah.....”
Couple members came in the window crashing in. It was your team.
“______!!!!” you look at your friend who had corner of your eyes.
“w-we thought you were dead,” said Christina.
The look alike Ymir ruffle my hair and said, “you gave me mini heart attack.”  
Hanji looks at the members. Some glance at her. Hanji just watched as my friends hugged me I was alive. Someone came in yelling, “Hanji!!!!” I know that voice. I looked and saw Armin.
“Armin!” I said. Armin look at me and smiled but look at Hanji with serious eyes. I went to go check.
“Eren is going to go titan. he need to put the boulder to the wall again. it’s no other choice,” he said. I knew about Eren being Titan shifter when  I learn that in class. I was surprised and heard many others could. it was a mystery to everyone.  
Hanji thought long and hard. We heard lighting strike. We all look at it. We heard the monstrous sound coming far from here. We saw the Titan. he had long black hair.
“Dang it Eren!” said Hanji.
“Corporal! We have to. Mikasa and the other are with him. we need your command,” said Armin bow.
Hanji look troubled.
“We need you. Our groups is fighting the Titan to help get a across. we need you. we don’t have enough on the field,” he said.
Hanji didn’t know what to say.
“I’ll help,” I said. Armin and Haji look at me in same time.
“What!” said Hanji.
“I’m soldier remember,” I told her.
“yes..but..”
“Corporal! we need more members on this team even ______” said Armin glance at me with concern.
“hey!” We look back look at look alike Ymir and other members. it got silent.
“you forgot about us Cadets. We fighting this war too. We helping that mutant freak. just tell us what to do Corporal,” said look like Ymir saluted. Everyone followed her. I smiled. We weren’t those same kids anymore. I saluted with them.
“Please!” I said. Armin and Hanji look at each members. She smiled, “well, Cadets start packing!!!” We all got together getting gas for our 3-d maneuver. I left quick out of the tower. I quickly rush over to Eren Titan. I slash the titans that ever got in my way. I dash quickly until I saw Eren the Titan. I saw Mikasa standing on top of the rock. There were member of Survey Corps. I knew some who were there and some I never saw. I had to focus what I need to do. I slay the titan who ever in tight budge.
“nice shot Tex!” I look who said that. it was the real Connie. he grew little hair but still bold.
Connie was surprised it was me. I waved at him and moved to the next Titan who was in Eren way. I look a Eren. I was surprised. he look different. it shivered me but I’ll try to do what I can. I saw his eyes staring at me. he closed his eyes and kept moving. I wasn’t sure what that meant but I think he was pleased to see me for now. Mikasa look down and notice me. I saw her eyes. She tried to concentrate what was going on. There were many Titans. I tried as I could. Stan came in took care the Titan I was about to slash.
“woohoo!!!” he moved to the next.
I shrugged. I moved on. it was going well. I saw Sasha. she didn’t see me. it seems Stan and Sasha going after the same titan. I slash each titan I see. I could feel ourselves winning. Where was my father? where was Levi? I didn’t see him. I shake my head. I need to focus. As I fly with my primewires, I saw Cadet flying. I saw abnormal Titan jumping straight at him. I quickly took my action. I push him out of the fly as I was taking the fall. I felt my heart beating. I felt everything slow motion as I was going to be inside that Titan’s mouth. I took my last breathe. Soon enough, The Titan ate you.  
“_____!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Hanji yelled at your name. some members were frozen heard your name in agony. some saw you eaten. some weren’t sure. some just moved on killing the next Titan. Eren even screamed. Mikasa yelled, “Eren!!!!!” he screamed even louder. Some members covered their ears. The titan look at him.Eren didn’t mean to scream because he wanted to. He saw it. He saw his friend got eaten in front of eyes. he was crying in his titan form. He lost his little girl that always come and play with. Mikasa knew Eren feelings as well. her tears fall.
“I...know....keep going,” she whispered. Eren heard it as he screamed and walked to the hole. The members cried as they fight.

you were saved by that stupid titan tonsils. it was slimey his mouth. you could slip right in. it disgusted you. you weren’t giving up. you had one blade on your other hand.
“this is disgusting!!!!!” you pressed your blade on it’s tongue. The titan screamed. it opened it’s mouth.you covered one of your ears. you couldn’t use your primewire. there was no clear vision to find where to hit it to fly.  you saw Hanji staring at you with eyes widened and other members saw you. it closed it’s mouth. now, you have to find a way to get out of here.

Hanji was surprised finding you alive. some member were too. once you’re eaten, it was all over. Hanji stroke her bangs. “she got luck of her father.”
“Corporal, we have to save ______,” said Armin.
“you bet! we will. Armin! take care of Eren. Mikasa!!!! take care the attaks on Titan. Connie!!! Sasha make sure to help the Cadets!!! Jean, come with me to save ______!!!!” Everyone understood their orders.  Hanji was about to go down there to save you. someone passed you her like speed of light. she couldn’t tell but glance seeing a cloak of wing of freedom. her eyes widened. the only person could moved like that was that idiot.

You were holding on no matter how tired your arms were. you thought many things. you were desperate. you could fall and cut his stomach but you will die slowly from stomach acid. you thought cutting through his teeth. you weren’t strong enough. you thought about cutting tonsil but will he still live? many question run through your head. your hand was slipping. he try to hold a tight grip. you weren’t sure if they were coming to save you. they are helping Eren. it’s the best they kept moving forward. they’re close saving the citizens and saving themselves. you felt more of your hands slipping. you began to playback the years as a kid with the Cadets, Corporals and your father Levi. you remember his words well. you remember one day, you walked down in the grocery with him. you were walking slowly. Levi walked faster pace than you. someone bump into you. you fell. when you look up, he was gone. you sniffled and cried and called his name but you just said, “Father!!!!” in a blink of eye, he was in front of you.
“idiot! next time, walk quicker,” he said. he pick me up and hold me. he was mad because I embarrassed him. He mumbled, “if you ever in trouble, just call.”
I couldn’t not in here. How? will he here? I imagine him saying the confidence words I need even though it’s harsh he cared.
“idiot! get up!”
“I told you Titans are dangers but what you got yourself into?”
“raise your blade now!”
“you won’t die if you don’t move!!!”
you giggled. this how you imagined your father but you weren’t wrong but you notice there were soft side but you just didn’t see pass his harsh words. you eyes were beginning to close. you started to lose faith of saving yourself. your hands was slipping ready to be devour. you just smiled. you felt the pendant around your neck. you hardly look at. tears form. you haven’t cry for awhile since you went to being a Cadet to a Soldier. you sniffled. you felt close to the titan throat.
“I’m sorry.......father...” you whispered. your hands let go until the titan moved. you didn’t what happened. you were topped of half tongue.you were shaking until it stopped. you knew the Titan fell. you didn’t moved your body just lay there. you lost strength. the mouth opened. you opened one eye. you almost got close image.
“idiot.....” you felt someone pull you out and begin to carry on his back.
“you’re filthy.” I muttered”....I’m sorry.....” . you heard chuckled.
“you know.....idiots don’t die.....you...don’t die on me....” you smiled.
“I....love...you..father....”
“go...back to sleep....you filthy daughter.... of mine...” your eyes closed. you want to wake but you were so weak. you just want to sleep.

you woke up in the infirmary. you saw faces you recognize.
“_____!!!” said Hanji brighten eyes. you rise up. Hanji hugged you.  everyone smiled. some had bandages even looks of tired in there face.
“What happened?” I said.
“we won!” said Sasha.
“Yeah!!! now we celebrating of success!!” said Stan. Sasha and Stan both eating bread.
“Eren came through,” said Armin pat Eren back lightly. Eren laughed embarrassed, “I’m happy you alright.” Eren tell you.
“by the time you were saved, Eren put that boulder in the hole,” said Connie. you blink. you can’t believe you missed that.
“I feel useless.....” you look at your hands.
Mikasa gave you light tap on the head, “you not! I saw what you did today. I never saw someone so fast killing all the titans. you risk your life just for others. you save a life then your own.”
“listen to Corporal, you brought everyone together and fight Titans when we were in fear,” said look alike Ymir.
“______ , you saved us,” said Christina. they all praise me. Eren rubbed my head. the girls hugged me well except Mikasa just patted my head. I look around.
“Where’s Levi?” you said.
“huh?” said Connie.
“Corporal” you said.
Everyone was silence. your friends were confused who were you talking about.
“um....______,” said Eren rubbed back of his neck. you look at them.
there eyes look away from yours. Hanji just had trouble on her face.
“well...Captain....he...” said Armin had sweatdrops on his left cheek.
“Captain, is in coma. he never woke up for a year,” said Mikasa closed her eyes and folded her arms.
your eyes widened. your heart sank.
“what?” you said.
“Mikasa is right, ______ Captain saved us all. we were on expedition. he saved one of the member almost like you did. he was inside the titan mouth. he got out from his teeth. he was in bad state as we saved him. he hold on pretty well. as we arrived, he closed his eyes. he never woke up.” They were all silent.
“Liar!!!” I yelled. “he was here. he saved me twice. I know it!” They look at me with sympathy. Hanji look at me unsure herself.
“soldiers, let me speak to ____ alone,” said Hanji. they all walked out of my sight. I was left distraught with Hanji.
“______,” she said. I look at her.
“you weren’t the only one,” she said.
“you saw him?” you said.
“no, but I felt his presence. I can’t explain it. he saved you. no one can move that fast but that shortie. I don’t know what is this. it’s miracle.” I cried.
“is he....”
“no...he’s still waiting for you to come home,” she said.
I hugged Hanji until my tears were dry. My father saved me twice. I know it. I don’t understand how. he did. I want to go home.

The Cadets were now soldiers to go to our group we want to be in.. I went to Survey Corps. I wasn’t the only one. My friends came even the look alike eren team and Jean. I couldn’t wait to get home. I was on the horse rushing to home. I opened the doors. I scurried myself passing Christa. I was in front of Levi’s door. I huffed. I rise my hand ready to knock. I was scared. How he look like? I knock on the door. there no answer. I turn the doorknob.
“uh...hello.” I peeked and see my father laying in bed hearing the machine goes  “beep.” I walked over slowly. I could eyes on me behind those doors. it’s probably my corporals and Hanji. I didn’t mind. The look on his face pale and almost peaceful. it felt weird. I hold my pendent. I remember the words. he will protect me. he want to stay by his side. I’m looking at him. I always thought of him as my hero. my father. This is what I’m fighting for. I wanted to protect my dad from this. tears fall. I clutched my hands. I raised my hand and smack his cheek.
“you brat!!! opened your eyes!!!!” you yelled. you smack him again.
“get up!!! you lazy bum!!!!!” you said. you would never say this. you wanted him to open his eyes. you thought maybe...just maybe if you act harsh like he would do to you. no matter how hurt this made you. you want to see your father opened his eyes. Everyone fronze what you were doing not even stopping you.
“you deadbeat!!! you call yourself a Corporal!!!” you said.
you smack him one more time
“idiots don’t die!!! you moron!!!” you rise your hand feeling shaking. his eyes didn’t opened. tears kept falling.
“sorry......” you whispered. you look at him as your tears fall on his cheeks.
“I’m an idiot who didn’t stay like a good girl.”
you cried and cried. you tried wipe it off. someone grabbed your wrist and said, “you....moron...that freaking hurts....” you eyes widened as you saw your father opened his glare eyes.
“daddy!!!!” you smiled and crying. he rolled eyes seeing you like this. you force you down onto his stomach.
“idiot...idiot don’t die,” he whispered. you whimpered as you snuggled on his stomach.
“you’re heavy! stop crying!” he yelled.. you still cry. he gave up in defeated. he patted your head softly.
“I heard you....call my name....I told you I’ll come. idiot...daughter..”
my eyes widened. I knew it. he saved me. he will always will.
“hey!!! you eardroppers!!!! when I recover. you cleaning the saddle for 100 years!!”  said Levi. They all scrambled except Hanji. you didn’t want to go. you stay until you cry yourself asleep.
“aww,” said Hanji walked over.
“shut up,” said Levi twirl your hair.
“I will never understand you...” said Hanji
“that makes two of us,” he said.
Hanji folded her arms, “you saved ______. you were in coma. I don’t understand even the Cadets said you never moved from your bed.”
Levi grins and shrugged as he patted your head.
“that child......” said Hanji glance ta you.
“she’s my child,” said Levi
“oh?” said Hanji gave Levi a smudged look.
“shut your pot hole mouth.”
“hey, I never see someone will risk to save their own daughter life.”
“tsk, me neither,” he said.
“what you mean?”
Levi shrugged.  
“you’re mystery to all mankind.”
“good.”
you whimpered. Lev stroke your cheek.
“She’s all I got,” said Levi. Hanji was surprised seeing a peaceful smile look on his face as he watched you sleep peacefully.
“I should go,” she said. Levi just did a “tsk” sound. Hanji left with a daze look. Levi watched you sleep and smiled.
“you may be an idiot, you’re my idiot daughter that I’m so proud of,” he said as he kissed top of your head. you smiled.
“sleep well, _______.”

Bonus ending:

“Shortie, I’m telling you. you’re daughter is growing up like you in ten years,” said Hanji. Levi didn’t fully recovered but he wanted to get to work. Hanji and Levi watched you cleaning the kitchen floor.
“tsk” he said.
“don’t you “tsk” me. our innocent little girl is being like you,” said Hanji.
“so?” he said.
“she’s turning into a mini clean freak like you,” said Hanji.
Levi rolled his eyes, “I’m doing something right.”
Hanji sigh in defeat, “she even has the mini demeanor Levi look.”
“tsk,” said Levi.
“seriously! have you seen it?” she said.
“that idiot girl....too soft.”
“she’s rank 3 in her class.”
“so, That idiot boy Eren is rank what 2 or 3 in his class. he’s still an idiot.”
Hanji had idea.
“I’ll be back.” She walked off. Levi watched you clean. he smiled. he walked over passing by you giving you pat on the head as he walked on. you look confused why.

“there,” said Hanji pointed. Levi look at Cadets fighting well......fake. Levi knew s he crossed his folded arms unamused by it.
“so?” he said.
“_______ come sin to stop the fight with mini evil shortie power look,” said Hanji.
“yeah sure,” said Levi sarcastic.
you arrived in the scene. “hey!” you yelled. the Cadet didn’t bother. you were about to step in. they pushed you. the Cadets about to stop but realize they have to play their roles.you got up. the Cadet look at you different.
“see! see,” said Hanji jumping up and down.
Levi rolled his eyes. you look different. you look at the Cadets. you sniffed. the Cadets were horrified what they done. they apologize.
Hanji was dumbfounded. Levi sighs, “yeah, my idiot daughter sure is scary.” Levi slightly smile.

Levi begin to train the Cadet even you were there. Levi order the Cadet to fight hand to hand combat. You were fighting against a tall guy. Levi glance at you. he never saw you in combat. Your moves were fast. Levi observed you. you waited for the enemy to strike first. Levi eyes widened. he saw it. the look you gave the enemy was sheer terror as Levi glare. you didn’t know what you were doing but just focus the combat as the enemy approach. you flip your enemy over. your glare was back to sweet innocent you. Levi can’t believe what he saw. you were turning almost like him but another side. Levi covered his smile. He was proud of you. not only that, he realized you were growing up and being independent. you weren’t that little girl always cried over to him or follow him around. you were _______. A Soldier who knows what she’s fighting for.  
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Those emocons or whatever they are called, do you remember the name of that charater?
or the anime?
I forgot it.