Sebastian X Reader: Innocent love

Crash.
I flinched hearing the sound from another room. I sigh. I knew who it was. I went to the kitchen. I saw Mey-rin panicked cleaning the broken plate.
“oh no, oh no, oh my gosh,” she said. panicking getting the broom and dust pan.
I walked over to her.
“I’ll help,” I said to her. She jumped didn’t realize my presence.
“oh, ______, sorry I broke plates again,” she smiled with a trouble look.
“don’t worry, I’ll help you,” I told her as I pick up the broken piece of the plates.
“thank you,” she smiled.  

I help Mey-rin chores. I spread the table sheets. Mey-Rin was carrying the plates as she was walking over. I look over. she was about to trip. I was about to rush over to her until Sebastian came to her rescue saving the plates and Mey-Rin fall. She was blushing red. Thank goodness Sebastian save her.
“be careful next time,” said Sebastian put the plates on the table. He look at me. I look down scared of his stare.
“Have you do-”
“finished,” I cut him off.
“May  I go inspect it?” he said.
I just nodded my head. I follow him to master’s bedroom. Sebastian put his hand on top of the bed smoothing not a spec of wrinkle on the bed. I look down or look at the window. I was scared of Sebastian. I don’t know why. his gaze just make me at unease.
“_______,” he called.
“y-yes sir,” you glance at him and notice his stare on you. you look back down.
“_______, look at me,” he said. you look at him. his stare felt like he was staring right through you. it made your heart beat alittle.
he slightly cock his head and said, “something wrong?”
you shake your head.
“then why aren’t you looking at me?” he said. your eyes widened. he notice. you were hesitated to answer until a bang came in. you both knew who it was.
“Excuse me,” he said attending to his duties. you sigh of relieved for that bang saving your life.

you went outside in the garden with Tanaka. you sometimes talk to Tanaka about your worries. he was very wise.
“Mister Tanaka, I don’t know what’s wrong with me?” you said looking at your tea.
“What’s wrong, my dear?” he said.
“I..I don’t know.....just....Sebastion,” you said hesitating moment.
“What about Sebastian?” he said taking a sip of his tea.
“I...I don’t know. I just felt unease whenever he’s near or staring at me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if I fear him or just maybe something else,” you said.
“my dear, why don’t you try this new feeling as experiment to see what kind of feeling it is,” said Tanaka.
you look at him and smiled, “thank you, Mister Tanaka.” you ran off to your duties.
“ho~ho~ young youth...” he sipped his tea as the wind blow silently.

you were fixing the flower vase for the arrival your master and Sebastian. you turn around and all of sudden you were hugged by someone.
“you are so cute!!!” said a blonde girl with pigtails. you froze by the sudden surprised. you saw the look of Ciel and Sebastian face of troubled. the girl released you and smiled, “I got the perfect dress for you.” she took your hand. you had no choice as she took you to the room.
“by the way, My name is Elizabeth, I’m Ciel’s Fiancee,” she smiled. I look at her and nodded.
“you are so cute. I just have to dress you up,” she clapped her hands. I blushed by her compliment. She was adorable herself. She show me the dress that I was going to wear.
“u-um....are you sure?” I look at her.
“I want you to wear this, please,”she smiled
I look at the dress and nodded. She was thrilled I accepted it.

Elizabeth came out as Ciel and Sebastian was waited for her.
“What did you do to _____?” said Ciel sighs.
“oh~ you see,” she giggled. “_____, are you ready?” you peek out feeling embarrassed not daring to show yourself. Elizabeth came over and held your hand slowly revealing yourself. The reaction on Ciel face was surprised. Sebastian was hard to tell but his eyes did widened. You were adorable like a doll. you wore a cute lolita outfit and a cute little character on your head. The others came along spotting your appearance.
“______!!!! you look so cute,” said Mey-rin hold your hands.
“very quite the beauty,” said Tanaka.
“you always look cute as ever,” said Finnian.
“oh~ what does that suppose to mean,” said Baldroy wrapped his arms around his neck.
“it’s n-nothing,” said Finnian blushed.
Elizabeth squealed, “how cute~”
“we shouldn’t let your appearance go to waste. how about you accompany for the ball,” said Ciel.
“a-are y-you sure, master,” you hesitated.
“I want everyone to accompany me,” he said with a grin. Everyone cheered get ready for the ball.

We arrived at the ball. Sebastian walked side by with Tanaka. Ciel walked with Elizabeth who was clinging onto his arm. I was walking with Finnian. Baldroy was walking with Mey-rin.
“you’re awfully quiet,” said Tanaka.
“is that so?” he said.
“you’re the only person didn’t say anything about ______’s appearance,” he said.
“it’s none of my concern,” he said.
“ho~ho~ really?” said he said.
Sebastian glance over at you seeing you talking to Finnian. Finnian was laughing and blushing at you.
“you should be careful. someone could whisk her away off your hands,” said Tanaka.
Sebastian walked further from Tanaka.
“you will soon realize what you are missing.”

you were by the punch bowl. you were drinking a cup looking around how everyone dressed so nicely. you notice Elizabeth spinning Ciel around and around. I notice Sebastian wasn’t with him.
“where did he go....” you muttered.
“looking for me.” you turn around seeing Sebastian staring at you. you felt unease. his gaze was upon you. you look down.
“______,” he said. your heart beated hearing his voice ringing to your name. It made you feel unease.
“_______, look at me,” he whispered.
you glance up and he was close to you. your eyes were locked on his. your heart was beating fast. you quickly brush him and say, “excuse me...” you stuttered.you walked through the crowd until Finnian caught in front of you.
“_____...are you okay?” he said with a concern.
your face was redden and your heart was beating.
“y-yeah, I’m fine,” you forcefully smiled.
“_____, d-do you care to dance?” said Finnian hesitated as he extend his hand. you look at him and his hand. it was a first someone ask you but you don’t know how to dance.
“sorry....I...don’t know how to dance,” you said.
“don’t worry, I don’t know either,” he smiled. you took his hand and you smiled as you both dance.

Sebastian watch you dance with Finnian.
“you look like you have been defeated,” said Tanaka.
“why are you here?” said Sebastian sighing.
“giving you a conscience,” said Tanaka.
“I don’t need one.”
“then why stand there and watching her whisked away by another person.” Sebastian glance at you once more
“ask yourself, do you love her?”
“what,” said Sebastian.
“do you love her?” he said once more.
Sebastian stood in silence for a moment and then he walked away heading towards you.
“there goes your answer,” said Tanaka sip his tea.

you and Finnian had fun until Sebastian came in.
“May I cut in?” said Sebastian giving a graceful smile. You and Finnian look at Sebastian. Finnian smiled and let him take you. you were unease about it. Sebastian bow alittle looking at you and extending his hand out to you.
“may I care for a dance with you,” he said. you were hesitated. Sebastian took your hand. he put his arm around your waist. he begins to dance with you. you look down. you were scared. This is the closest you gotten with Sebastian. your heart was racing.
“look at me, ______,” he said. you look up and saw his gazing eyes. it was different the way he look at you. he look determined. my face was burning. My heart was beating rapidly. the music ended. I moved myself back from Sebastian. I walked outside. I felt myself panting and put my hand against my heart. it was really beating.my face was redden. I didn’t know what’s wrong with me.
“_______” you flinched knowing the voice. you wanted to run away. you felt pair arms around you from behind.
“I’m not letting you go,” he whispered into your ear. you look over your shoulder. Sebastian saw your red face. you push him away feeling odd behavior on yourself.
“are you frighten of me?” he said. you don’t know how to answer. he walked over to you. he rest his ear on your chest. he heard your heart racing.
“maybe something else than just fear. are you nervous?” he look at you. you didn’t look at him. he cupped your chin.
“or...are you happy to see me?” he said. he kissed me. I was surprised. I’m kissing Sebastian. my heart was beating rapidly than ever. my face was red. I felt my body melting. Sebastian released his kiss. you froze. Sebastian look at you and sigh.
“hello,” he said. he waved his hand in front of your face. he shrug of and give you peck on your lips. it woken you up. you covered your mouth. Sebastian grins, “I hope you find that kiss enjoyable more than I have.” he walked away going inside the party. you stood there for awhile try to wrap your brain to process what just happened to you. you know for sure, why you felt unease. you were in love with Sebastian you didn’t realize it till now.

Everyone arrived home at Ciel’s mansion. you avoided Sebastian since you came back. you were worried and nervous because of that time. you were heading towards your room until something yank you going inside a room. you were about to shriek only covered by someone’s hand. it is revealed it was Sebastian.
“S-S-Sebastian,” you said.
“you avoided me,” he said with a frown look.
your mind suddenly went back to the party. your face turn red that Sebastian obviously see.  
“oh~” he said. “so you did enjoy it.”
your face went extremely red. He kissed you. you were shocked. you accepted his kiss. you felt yourself melting from him. his kiss was dominating you. it was hard to keep up with him. Sebastian opened his eyes a little seeing your expression of pleasure.he let you gasp for air.
you covered your mouth. Sebastian smiled at you.
“I want to see more expression on you only I can see...” he whispered in your earr. he nimble your ear. you winced. he kissed on your lips once more. you were in love with him. you were scared because falling in with him. he released your gasp.
“my little innocent one.”
you flushed shyly and say, “...I.......love...you...” you whispered. you kissed him on the tip of his nose. it made Sebastian eyes widened. he couldn’t believe the girl in front was important to him as he was important to serving his master all this emotion he had because of her. everything he had done up till now was all he wanted of her. he didn’t understand hearing those words from her struck him. it made him feel that he shouldn’t but he couldn’t stop. he couldn’t resist her even he tried.
“sleep with me,” he said to you.
it surprised you. he was looking at you with determination as he did at the party. you smiled and said, “yes.”

Sebastian sighs and look at you  wrapped around his waist. “when I said, “sleep with me.” I didn’t mean...” he look at you fast asleep happily. he poke your cheeks. you wrinkled your nose. he sighs.
“a butler defeated by a mere angel,” said Sebastian. You muttered, “Seb....astian...I ......love...you.”
Sebastian sigh more in defeat, “I guess we start our love more innocently, huh?” he said as he kissed on top of your forehead.